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I Talk to Myself

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I wanna die, I wanna die.
Please stop torturing me, unknown voice,
That haunts my every thought.
Don't I deserve a life free of this torture?

You deserve nothing.
You're right, but I want something,
More than an existence plagued by you.
What must I do to rid myself of this pain?

Kill yourself.
I can't do it, I'm too weak.
Please, let me be happy for once.
How do I liberate my mind of this idea?

Till death do us part.
Then I'll move on and forget,
About the constant depression,
There's someone I care about now.

Kill him.
Never, don't utter those words!
I won't let you touch him,
I'm so afraid of myself.

You're a monster.
That's right, because I am you,
And you are part of me.
We're going down together.

You begin to understand.
I won't let you hurt those,
I care about with all my heart.
I'd truly rather die.

Then die.
No. No, I won't die,
I'm insane, a monster, a killer,
But that only means I'm human.
Yeah, I'm a little crazy. My "conversation" with that part of myself that the rest of myself hates, the only one I truly hate. The cause of almost every suicidal thought is this stupid voice, and if I'm not mistaken, everyone has one.
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