Loneliness, Madness, Insanity

Nothing.
My life.
My life.
My life.
is going no where.
It is all nothing.
I have nothing.
I will become nothing.
To dissapear.
Vanish.
Never come back.
No one misses me.
No one cries.
No one ever cries.
I want.
I need.
Someone.
Something.
Lost, lonly, dying.
No plans.
Never plans.
sitting in my room.
A storm.
Alone as I am.
Let's be friends.
There are never friends.
I have no friends.
Friends I lost.
Friends I want.
Sitting.
All alone.
At home.
In class.
At lunch.
All the time.
Never ending.
Someone see me.
Invisable.
Smiling.
It doesn't hurt when I smile.
Please.
Hold me.
Please.
Love me.
Take me.
Stop laughing.
I'm not laughing.
You're laughing.
I'm never laughing.
I'm alone.
I can't cry.
Never cry.
Tears dried up.
Like my heart.