Oh, If Only I Could

Take my life,
A ritual suicide
Preformed with unbearable pain;
I'll become an angel.

Your guardian angel.
I won't get to hold you,
I won't have the temptation.
Dead and transparent,
You won't know I'm there.

My wings surround you,
Protect my love from harm.
Their knives will pierce me,
I'll scream out in pain,
But it won't plague your ears.
They'll never push you down again,
They'll tear off my wings instead.
I'll fall down, your fallen angel,
Your demon.

I'll destroy your enemies,
Anyone you wish death upon.
I'll avenge you,
And your loved ones.
I'll drag them into hell,
My new home.

They eat my flesh
Down here, but
It's all for you,
My love.