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Just a little mini crush

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I've put on all my make-up,
But I still don't feel beautiful
Tonight.

Maybe if you told me that I was,
I'd transform into somebody else
But that's okay because
I don't know myself.
I only wish that foundation could hide
The insecurities behind my shadowed eyes.
My hairs just not right,
And the brush just pulls it out.
I'm not trying to impress anyone.
I should be happy,
Someone just asked me out,
But I'm just going through the motions
The one I want is you.
One last time
For us to see each other,
And I don't even know if you'll show up.
I think you might love another,
But you make me smile anyway.
I'm not going to put my life on hold
For feelings that can't be told,
But I just want to see you one last time
Tonight.
I like somebody else. It's weird, all my life I think is meant for this one person, and now I went and redefined myself. I still think love is most important, but I have dreams, goals, ect.

That being said, I still tend to crush hard on the wrong people. It's a habit. A bad habit. A girl that I liked asked me out. I'm not sure though, what's going on between me and her. If she had asked me out awhile ago I would've been thrilled. I think I've written about her before.

Then there's this guy I know at college. I'm leaving for the summer, so tonight might be the last time I see him for awhile, if he shows up. I...I dunno. I just really like him. I liked him when I first met him, but it's grown. I wish I could become friends with him even. But..I'm not sure. He has a friend and they don't act like a couple but I saw her grab his arm once, although it was brief. I'm hoping that she's graduating; I think she might be. Even then, still I have no chance. I always, always seem to fall for the people I have no chance with.
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NaomiARey's avatar
"Limerence" look it up :) Psychological state.